When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…

Archive for February, 2017

We Kill The World

Guess It’s Time For An Asian

Sideshow

Wonderman

Best Dressed Pig?

Black Pancakes

Soldier

Ladypimp

http://www.angelfire.com/ga2/LADYPIMP/

Pimping Out Almighty God

http://www.vevo.com/watch/calvin-harris/This-Is-What-You-Came-For-(Official-Video)/GB1101501456

DJ Khaled! We Da Best! We Takin’ Over!

The Cavern

This is a Scream

Wtf Bey!

http://www.capitalxtra.com/artists/dj-khaled/music/beyonce-jay-z-shining-listen-free-download/

Shoutout To Fred

My first love at 17, I pined a bit, stalked him to London, we met up in Morrison’s Wood Green and he turned out to be living round the corner in Crouch End.

He and his gf were so kind to me when I showed up at their place off my head. Brought me a bucket to be sick into, made me tea, he gave me a jumper to wear and drove me to St Ann’s, the local mental ward.

I liked Oasis at the time. He opined that it was too samey.

Guess he didn’t forget me either.

 

Bulletins From The Frontline

Steal My Girl

Darling Do Not Fear

The One Who Loves You Most

Hymn To The Underdog

Luv U Better

Let It Burn

Unpretty

Aaron Unknown

Road Rage

I Am The Mob

We Salute You Mary J

Beautiful People

Dedicated To Oh YOU Know

Revenge TV

Shakira I Won’t Tell You Again Lol

He’s A Bad Rude Boy

Fuck Me Lol

For Real Bruva

Everything I Own: ie Nix,Nada,Sayonara

Accchhh The Frustration!

Beautiful

Tribute To Fellow Manic Depressive Daniel

Not Nearly Shocking Enough For My Tastes

Why do you think it’s said in the theatre/showbiz industry ‘never perform with children or animals’?

I guess I like the breezy air of total unconcern of the presenter.

I’m on a quest to find far more graphic and savage attacks on people by animals.

‘God’ of the Bible allegedly gave us dominion over the animals. Well what a massive mistake that turned out to be huh?

Don’t ever try to eat your spiritual superiors guys. It won’t end well.

This remains a favourite of mine but wait…

First she’s on a brown horse, then a white one? Wtf? Just glad and grateful she didn’t survive and the horse was fine.

My hunger for blood is only increasing the more of this stuff I watch.

OK this might be my final word on the subject. Why are humans so cruel and so stupid?

Someone else has made the blatantly false claim that humans are top of the food chain. Try telling that to the last fucking surfer in Australia/anywhere to be swallowed or even nibbled by a shark.

Seems the animals just lack anything like the gratuitous cruelty and savagery of what we laughingly call ‘humanity’. I won’t watch videos of man’s inhumanity to man though on the whole. It’s just too disturbing. Similarly I can never view graphic or indeed any kind of animal abuse by humans as it makes me physically sick to the stomach. I have always been this way.

But what does occur to me is this. Many many ‘people’ around the world hold their own lives, wellbeing and bodily wholeness in MUCH less esteem than I do. And this is from someone who regularly prays for death. Of course it don’t make any sense. Was it ever meant to?

First Appearance on TOTP

I remember it well.

I’m An Animal

So fear me if you fear them.

 

Seems I Just Can’t Get Enough Of This Stuff

Did you notice the clear intent of the bull to finish this ‘man’ off? He returned several times to get the job done.

Then you get the inevitable Farcebook retards who appear to think the whole thing is a big joke. The bull humiliates the ‘man’ but lets him live.

I hate these retards almost more than I hate the original ‘matadors’ themselves. How exactly is torturing a beautiful and innocent animal to death for sport considered either ‘funny’, ‘brave’, or ‘a sport’?

I don’t bear many grudges it’s true, I’m not the type, but I will NEVER ‘shout out’ to Spain or Spaniards because of the immense pain bullfighting has caused me and other sensible people for so many years. I have NEVER been to Spain, don’t like Spanish food, do not have Spanish friends, will NEVER lower myself to learn ANY Spanish. And this is all while knowing full well that many peeps born in Spain are cool as fuck and hate their own countrymen for this atrocity?

Prejudice, like poverty, will always be with us. Sometimes there are good reasons for it, however irrational it may be.

 

 

 

It’s OK To Die If It’s What You Want

Yep. Sho did. Still Am In All Honesty

Boy Better Know

Hey Dizzee

Get me
We got a lot to talk bout
Raskit, God’s Gift
Oi yo
What you do will come back to you
What you do will come back to you
What you do will come back to you
What you do will come back to you
What you do will come back to you
What you do will come back
Hold your mouth (hold your mouth)

[Verse 1: Dizzee Rascal]
Raskit don’t give a shit (I mean)
Ain’t concerned, ain’t worried, don’t mind

But you should watch your lip (I mean)
If you keep chatting in a hurry you’ll find
The bottom of a 6 foot pit (I mean)

Don’t care what creed, colour or kind
Bullets’ll make you sit (I mean)
Make you relax, lay-down, unwind

Raskit don’t give a damn (I mean)
Ain’t that bothered not much, don’t care
Catch me if you can (I mean)
IT’S POSSIBLE YOU WILL GET HIT WITH A CHAIR
Talk like you’re the man (I mean)
If you want beef you’ll get a fair share

Dizzee got a masterplan (I mean)
I’m a problem for Anthony Blair

Raskit don’t have a bar (I mean)
Don’t have it from him, her or dem

I’ll make a rudeboy say ‘rarr’ (I mean)
With or without the use of a skeng

Remove you from your car (I mean)
Got a temper, it’s big like Ben
And I don’t care who you are (I mean)
Move to your boys, I’ll move to your men

Raskit don’t waste time (I mean)
Don’t hesitate, don’t pet, don’t ramp

.22, .38, .9 (i mean)
These digits’ll leave you stiff like cramp

You wanna test? That’s fine (I mean)
You couldn’t take Dizzee Rascal for a tramp

If you cross my line (I mean)
I’ll leave you colourful, dazed and damp

[Hook: Dizzee Rascal]
I don’t want beef today
Its not arms today
Let’s keep it calm today
Let’s be friends

I don’t wanna write today
Let’s not fight today
I feel alright today
Let’s be friends

[Hook: God’s gift] [x2]
You got a problem blud
Let’s solve it blud

Gats and bora’s blud
Hold your mouth [x2]

[Verse 2: Dizzee Rascal]
Yo, it don’t make no sense to me
Why fellas don’t wanna act sensibly

You better re-check your identity
You better re-check how you speak

You don’t make no sense to me
If I switch I won’t act sensibly

I’ll make you care intensively
You’ll be in a coma for a week

And I really can’t come to grips
With how these fellas act just like chicks

But now I retaliate with clips
And now I retaliate with force

You should come to grips
With how you really should watch your lips
You better know we’re some lunatics
And that we retaliate, of course

[Verse 3: God’s gift]
You don’t wanna feel the heat from my (click click)
I roll deep wi’ my (click click)
I’m always on the street wi’ my (click click)
I eat wi’ my (click click)
I sleep wi’ my (click click)
And I can put you 6 foot deep wi’ my (click click)

Chat shit you get beat wi’ my (click click)
Roll straight sound be the street wi’ my (click click)
Try if im never on my feet wi’ my (click click)
I’m only on my feet when I bus’ heat (gunshots)

And you just ran outta luck wi’ my (click click)
Say your gonna get fucked up wi’ my (click click)
Gunshots leave bodies bruk wi ‘my (click click)
And I can make the whole place duck wi’ my (click click)
If you don’t wanna get stuck wi’ my (click click)
Boom, when I get out the truck wi’ my (click click)
Cause you’ll get jacked and gun-butt wi’ my (click click)
And I’ll leave your whole jaw bruk wi’ my (click click click click)

How many times do I need to spell this out, seriously? Dizzee is the reincarnation of Shakespeare and William Blake rolled into one super-pretty package…but uh-uh, not my ideal man hehehe

I see him as my bodyguard. But immense respect.

Favourite line? I don’t even know why…’it’s possible you will get hit with a chair’. I searched for this song for about an hour just to find that line, Dizzee sometimes I really fuckin’ hate you!

Vexed

i’m showin u my life more deep than u think
at nites i get a little less sleep than u think
somethin keeps me up i cant even get a wink
and theres no point in tryin so i lay there n blink
i’m showin u i feel more stress than u see
but my business is my business and i keep it all to me
i’ve done a lot of work for u to see me where i be
but lately i sense u dont wanna set me free
and lately there’s been controversy around my name
but fuck u cuz i aint playin ur game
my attitude my language they aint used to it
but i aint uk garage so get used to it
cuz i was raised an only child
not a brother not a sis
raised around hate
not a hug not a kiss
before this i was jus a failure in the mist
and i made it through the fog i cant let u take the piss

i dont wana get vexed n i dont wana lose my cool
but i aint gona let that boy come round try n take me for no fool
i aint gona let that boy come round i’m reachin for my tool
i aint gona let that boy get flash i’ll smash his head on the wall
i dont wana get vexed and i dont wana lose my rag
but i aint gona let that boy come round try n take me for no slag
i aint gona let that boy come round runnin his gums ur mad
cant be havin him think i’m fake i’ll make his family sad

i do the fuck wot i want thats how i got here
and i’ll be damned if i let u fussys interfere
and if i had my way u wont even get near
i dont need ur help do i make myself clear
i know it sounds rude thats because its meant to be
i try to be the rudest boy in this industry
aint 2 faced and i aint one to blow
if i dont like u then i’ll tell u to ur ??
i dont know wot u want i dont know wot u expect
but if i dont know u dont ask me for respect
i dont give it easily i dont give it much
and i aint got a heart so dont eva try n talk
all these peeps runnin round like owe them
but before i got big i didnt even kno them
i’ll be doin this for a whole lotta years
and i’ll be standin straight when the smoke clears

i dont wana get vexed n i dont wana lose my cool
but i aint gona let that boy come round try n take me for no fool
i aint gona let that boy come round i’m reachin for my tool
i aint gona let that boy get flash i’ll smash his head on the wall
i dont wana get vexed and i dont wana lose my rag
but i aint gona let that boy come round try n take me for no slag
i aint gona let that boy come round runnin his gums ur mad
cant be havin him think i’m fake i’ll make his family sad

i’m the type of boy that takes the bump wiv the grind
i’m the type of boy to take ur girl from behind
i’m the type of boy ur girl wants me to be, she told me
i dont act the prettiest cuz it dont suit me
u could hurry up and u could even shoot me
but if ur girls lettin off then its my duty
i aint tryina keep ur wifey truthly
but it aint my fault ur girlfriends a groupie
be careful wot u ask for u could change ur mind
and wot u lookin for u wont like wot u find
if u lookin for the gossip if ur lookin for the chat
i’ll remind u that curiousity killed the cat
plus ur tellin lies n they spreadin like the plague
what else can i do except keep myself made
i dont kno why these girls are tryin to attack me
but i’m a rude boy i won’t let nobody track me

i dont wana get vexed n i dont wana lose my cool
but i aint gona let that boy come round try n take me for no fool
i aint gona let that boy come round i’m reachin for my tool
i aint gona let that boy get flash i’ll smash his head on the wall
i dont wana get vexed and i dont wana lose my rag
but i aint gona let that boy come round try n take me for no slag
i aint gona let that boy come round runnin his gums ur mad
cant be havin him think i’m fake i’ll make his family sad

In Killing Mode Today

Women Are Neither Funny Nor Sexy

In my humble opinion. I’m entirely serious.

What arguments do I have to back this up?

None. Fuck arguments. I’m just sick of being Miss Represented.

Too clever to be funny. Too serious to be sexy (not to mention dead from the fuckin’ waist down and celibate since 1988). I’m done.

I will terrorise y’all into submission, see how sexy or funny you find me then OK?

Cunts. As Dizzee would say ‘watch your MOUF!’

 

Just Overpower The Guards and Run Out Them Gates Guys!

The Worm Not Only Turns

Haha, talk about biting off more than you can chew huh?

Seems ‘nature’ is far from natural.