I Only Want You
I have only ever wanted you. I have called for you all my life. Searched you out in unlikely places. Saw nothing anywhere to ‘tempt’ me from your side. And now?
Nothing’s changed. You’re my all in all. How would you imagine there could be someone else for me, ever? Come off it babe, this is ME we’re talkin’ about…haha. Your idea of a joke. You always were the funny guy. Crack me up.
I’ll quote dear friend Morrissey. ‘I entered nothing/and nothing entered me’. I swear I’m still a virgin! Lol!
From the Gospel of St Thomas, only recently discovered by me, we hear Yeshua say that just as the male must allow the female to enter him, he will also ‘turn a woman into a man’ and so she will enter the Kingdom of Heaven. OK, please pardon my cack-handed paraphrasing.
This is very far from a new concept for me, but as ever, it is nice to get confirmation and validation of the precepts one holds close to one’s heart. We are all androgynes, the Most High included.
Many women have had it tough under patriarchy. Just consider all those poor, (often) black, single mothers struggling to be both father and mother to their kids. As a result we grew strong. We were stretched almost beyond endurance at times but hey. It turned out to be for a good cause. We became independent. We no longer ‘needed’ a man to ‘complete’ us or even to ‘protect’ us. WE BECAME OUR OWN HUSBAND. Maybe none of us would have deliberately chosen this path. It was like filthy-tasting medicine we had to take – to make us better. To become more alive and awake, nearer to the Most High.
Many males have been absorbing the Divine Feminine in the same way for aeons. In a sense there’s nothing new ‘under the sun’ as they say. I do sadly notice many men looking rather lost these days though. They are probably realising they’re lagging behind some of the gals. In the grand scheme of things, it’s no biggie, but neither is anything else.
Billyheartbeing/Uplifting Humanity (who I must add to my blogroll if I haven’t already) constantly deconstructs language, picks apart words, studies their derivations. I swear we must be related in some way. I do the same. You gotta ask yourself why we have the phrase ‘what does it MATTER?’ As in matter, the material world, geddit? of course you do!