Am I Still Ill?

Yeah Chumbawumba, YEAH!

Thanks to Aethelread the Unread for reminding me of this wonderful band/track…

By some miracle I managed to locate my ‘Anthems’ album and find the track, played it and grooved around the lounge.

Don’t ever forget that maxim that I have had cause to quote here in the past. ‘The best revenge is living well’.

I thought about those ‘betes noires’ I had in the past…Equals Training and my ex-friend Angela. And reflected on the lucky escape I had from her. I don’t suppose for one moment that Equals Training have ever been or ever will be as important to anyone as they were to me at that time!! In all the wrong ways!

Don’t get me wrong. I still have my regretful, sad moments about the loss of an important person from my life. But we were probably well overdue for a parting of the ways. We just didn’t, at the end of the day, have the most important things in common. Values. Morals. Integrity. Stuff like that.

And I’ve been so low folks, so very low. For the longest time. I have a ‘kind of’ partner who I never know from one day to the next whether he will still be around. He’s so very off the wall. As I think I said before once, he’s more like an exotic, high-maintenance pet than a lover.

I’m seeing the light at the end of the tunnel dear ones. I really am.

Lots love Z X