When faced with my demons I clothe them and feed them…

Hey guys.

Hiya peeps. I can’t help noticing (she says disingenuously) that my stats rose stratospherically to 141 views today!

How can one explain this? Given notable lack of posting by this sporadic and lamentably lazy blogger?

Well it’s the suicide project. Not my personal one, though I’ve been there quite recently as I think I mentioned in my last post. The blog. It’s on wordpress, it’s a sort of public blog where anyone can post their stories and comment on others’.

I’ve noticed that because I already have a blog on wordpress (with my piccy of a brighter more smiley Zoe than of late) my profile there is linked to this blog, and the pic published there as an avatar next to my comments which hardly anyone else there seems to do.

For obvious reasons. We don’t want the whole world connecting our mugshot with the subject of suicide.

Having said that I don’t have a lot to lose. Hell it might be me striking a blow against stigma, going bravely public and all that.

It wasn’t me, it was wordpress yer honour.

Anyway that alone could explain the sudden stats hike which I have to say made my day. Suicide project (NOT a suicide promotion website) is a busy and successful blog with tons of stories and comments appearing daily.

I don’t actually know of any suicide promotion websites.

Anyway I feel happier these last few days honeyz. Guess I’m not finished yet!

Thanks for reading if you did.

Comments on: "Hey guys." (5)

  1. Hiya Zoe glad your feeling groovy 🙂 I came to your blog via ‘Secret Diary of a Manic Depressive’..Seaneen Molloy.. It quite an established busy blog. Perhaps her putting a link to your site directed more traffic your way if it was a recent thing?
    Get one of those funny plastic noses with glasses for a disguise tee hee 😀

  2. ‘you’re’ dammit!!

  3. Thanks littlesparrow! Nice to hear from you again. Depression has made me so inert lately, your comment reminds me that you share some of my experiences (particularly with your daughter having refused school) and I would really like to get to know more about you. Have to say I’m not much of a devotee of facebook! Please feel free to email me though on zoe.vincent@virgin.net I should start by asking you a question. How did you cope with your daughtr’s school issues? Are things improved today and if so how did that come about? What worked and what didn’t?

    But if you don’t feel like facing the Spanish Inquisition just write about whatever you like. But do keep writing! Peace and love, Zoe X

  4. I found your blog by doing a suicide search in google, and now I’m laughing and feeling less alone. “it wasn’t me, it was word press yer honour” was my latest amusement. And I live in Stamford hill so not far. Thanks for making me laugh xx

    • Hi Jenny, I’m really glad I cheered you up! That’s lovely to hear. Yeah I know Stamford Hill, nice area. I used to live in Reighton Road (border between Clapton and Stoke Newington). I love these geographical specifics! Zxx

Leave a comment