Am I Still Ill?

And so it goes.

Snow down here in Kent today. But apparently, none in London.

And I’m frozen out of the hearts of some of those who were so close and so loved.

Had to witness the tragic sight of my 78 year old mother trying to reason with Richard on the phone. Soul-destroying, and draining to watch.

Yesterday I was buzzing, and very creative. Today rather flat. Exhausted. But looking forward to my Fellowship meeting tomorrow. I will be ‘sharing’ more openly than before about the precise nature of the situation I am enduring. And here on my blog, I no longer have any compunction about naming these people. Why oh why should I protect them?

The Bible yields a little comfort. Otherwise, I survey a frozen wasteland this snowy Sunday morning.

Much love, Z xxx