Mood slipped a few notches today. Guess I’m crawling out of an unprecedentedly deep dark hole this time around. Healing is slow. But I have some sort of routine and structure in place now and am functioning more normally (for me).
Also I undoubtedly have some good and exciting things in my life. Several community projects needing my input. Alpha. The Fellowships (SLAA, CODA, DRA). Writing workshop and my daily ‘morning pages’ which sometimes leads to spurts of creativity.
But I have to acknowledge that I’m also feeling very sad indeed. I know my son is going through a difficult time and there’s no way that it won’t affect me, but I have to detach in a healthy way. I am of no use to him if I collapse.
Peace. x
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